‘I Miss Her So Much’; Lamar Odom Opens Up About Ex Khloé Kardashian

Breakups are very hard! It is often difficult to stop caring about someone you once loved so much. But, hey! know that you are not alone.

Khloé Kardashian’s ex-husband has opened up about his lingering feelings for Khloé.

In a sneak peek at Wednesday’s season 3 premiere of Celebrity Big Brother, Lamar Odom tells fellow houseguest; Todrick Hall, “I dreamt [about] my ex-wife last night.”

When Hall, 36, inquires about who he’s referring to, Odom, 42, says, “You don’t know her?”

Hall then asks how many ex-wives he has, and the former NBA alum replies, “Just the one and only.”

“Do you guys still talk?” says Hall, recognizing that Odom was talking about Kardashian. “No, I miss her so much,” Odom says. “I wish I could take that time back.”

Lamar Odom tells Hall that he and Kardashian were married for four years, before repeating, “I miss her so much.”

Kardashian, 37, and Odom were married from 2009 to 2016. Khloe filed for divorce in 2013 and the pair eventually went their separate ways in 2016.

Lamar nearly died in 2015 after battling with substance abuse, which played a part in ending their relationship.

However, Lamar has continued to gush over the reality star in the years that followed.

Earlier in the week, he spoke out about the drama surrounding Khloe and another one of her exes, Tristan Thompson.

Thompson, 30, posted a message on his Instagram Story confirming that he fathered a child with Maralee Nichols, the woman who has sued him for child support and other pregnancy-related fees. (Thompson previously disputed the paternity of the child, who was born on Dec. 1).

In the message, the Sacramento Kings player also apologized to Kardashian, 37, whom he was publicly dating during the time he admitted to sleeping with Nichols.

“Khloé, you don’t deserve this. You don’t deserve the heartache and humiliation I have caused you,” Thompson wrote. “You don’t deserve the way I have treated you over the years. My actions certainly have not lined up with the way I view you. I have the utmost respect and love for you. Regardless of what you may think. Again, I am so incredibly sorry.”

Odom, meanwhile, later commented on a Facebook page that had re-shared Thompson’s apology, according to the Instagram account Comments By Celebs.

“I truly wish nothing but the best for her and I’m hoping we can reconnect and talk one day as friends,” he wrote of Kardashian. “She is a good person and deserves the world.”

Season 3 of Celebrity Big Brother premieres on Wednesday (8 p.m. ET/9 p.m. PST) on CBS.